Arrived safely.. or not

After the gap year I took, I decided boldly to leave home, to an unknown place, to meet unknown people, from different cultures and backgrounds. And that was for one reason, one reason only, to study what I love..

First Impression? the city is amazing, the university is way better than what I imagined! 

We were picked up by the bus of the university, then we were the guests of the old students in the dorms, it was fun to meet people from all over the world, Saudis, Palestinians, and more! 

I can't deny the fact that we got close to each other so fast, it was pure, it was good..

Then the unexpected thing happened, the dorms were full, so I had to go out to rent a house alone or with other students. Now the first option is too expensive, the second is complicated, because I need to find students who do not smoke nor drink alcohol, thus I can live with them without feeling insecure..

What's the way out? I went to my Moroccan friends, to stay zith them until I find a home, I felt I wasn't welcomed, especially from the two people I knew of them, with whom I shared great moments.. After looking for a home out, re-checking dorms, I was hit by the expensive prices out, but that was just the beginning... I asked my friends if I could stay with them for one semester only, I will pay my part of the rent, food, electricity and everything, they refused, knowing that I have no way out but living with them.. that was tough actually, but I am grateful I learned my lesson in the first two days. 

" You will fall, lose, and get hurt. Accept that people will betray you and disappoint you. Accept that your life is not a movie with a perfect path. Accept that life can get rough and beat you until you cannot take it any more. Accept that you will not receive all what you seek. Why? Because this is reality, this is no fairytale. Life is not being tough on you only, life is tough on everyone.

God is training you. And since when was training easy? How do you expect to become an expert without solving all the riddles? You need to answer all the questions, and master them before you teach them. "

It's not Over, until I win!