Why am I writing this?

Feeling so special today, I have an exam within an hour, really didn't prepare shit for it, but I feel different, I don't know why. Anyway, it's all about confidence when it comes to stressing moments.

I decided to write this paragraph, because I knew one day I will go back to it and see how stupid I was. 

The thing is, I really enjoy writing what's in my head, it's a wild world, full of struggles, but one thing, only one thing will solve this, DECISION.